So after the long holiday ... sadly Nan and the kids left on 3rd January ... Kelsey returned from his holidays on Saturday 5th January ... with the biggest smile on his face ... he's had an absoloute 'ball' away on THE FARM in The Berg !!!! Thank you Cheyne, Matthew and Kaelyn ... for spoiling him and making sure he had a great holiday...
Then it was almost back to reality ... I had to start getting ready for back to work on 10th for me and Kelsey was Back to School ...16th January.
Work for me started chaotically and it's still just as crazy a week later ... we have a new programme that the school is working to and this was supposed to 'make our lives easier' ... well it has'nt ... in fact I'm more than sure the workload has more than doubled !!!
Kelsey is now back and in Grade10... wow what a change ... he picked his subjects last year and he's slowly getting into the new routine of class numbers and period times and new teachers ... so far so good... he's thrilled with his choices and teachers except for 1 but true to form mum has sorted that out ... so here's hoping I have a fairly happy school boy ...
AND THEN ... our (Kelsey and mine) world came crashing down around us on 10th January 2013, not only was the light turned off at the end of my tunnel but the whole fucking tunnel was destroyed !!!... Paul, my husband, my soul mate and the man I love ... sent me an SMS message to tell me that HE has decided that my marriage of 16years and our realationship of 20years in OVER !!! YUP ... apparently he has 'fallen out of love' with me and "he can not see us ever living together as husband and wife anymore. And the best thing for us to do is for us to get on with our lives in our own seperate ways" ... and there you have it !!!
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