and boy what an interesting week I've had ...
Still working ... still being positive ... well trying to anyway ... Tuesday I did send Paul a message to ask him if I could quit ... already having 'bad' days ... it's not the work honestly ... I'm just having a bit of difficulty adjusting to working with people ... and even harder when you're working with people who ask your opinion but don't really want it .... or rather don't want it when it don't coincide with theirs !!! It's going to take a lot more patience than I have me thinks !!!!
But I have to tell you what happened to me on Friday ... I went for a Blood Analysis !!! OK why would I want to willing do that ??? Well Sally went ... she's on this strict diet competition 'who's the biggest looser' thingy ma-bob .... she went for this 'LiveSmart' Blood Analysis !!! and came back raving ... about how accurate .. how this and how that etc. etc. etc. !!! Well cynical old me listened ... listened some more and then when I found out this chick was doing the consult for free me decided WTF ... should be interesting WHAT ???
Well all I can say is ... WOW it is amazing what one can find out about ones self with just 1 pinprick of blood !!! So here goes ... I have nothing to hide I'm going to tell you what she said about me by just looking at my 'screwed up' blood ... I feel like I've had my fortune told ... but my past not my future !!!
The only questions she ask you on the form is your age, weight, any medication you take regularly including supplements and why you want to see her !!! and that was it ... and I didn't even put my age on the form ...
On my slide it revealed that my blood cells are compacted together like long worms ... there was a pink shadow around these worms and lots of gaps of 'plasma' ... and from this picture she deduced ... I carry a lot of stress internally and I am the best case of Jekyll & Hide she has ever seen, (what I show on the outside is most definitely not what is going on in the inside) although I am surrounded by lots of people I am actually very lonely, I carry a huge amount of deep seated anger inside, this is why my blood cells are all attached to each other, sort of trying not to be on their own ??? I have poor circulation and not enough oxygen in my blood and because of the way the cells are formed I have lapses in concentration and often stop mid sentence or mid task and forget what it was I was doing !!!! This is because when the 'worm cells' hit the brain they feed it oxygen but when the worm comes to an end there are gaps when just plasma is entering the brain and this is what 'short circuits' the memory !!!
The pink shadow ... is no not the pink hair dye ... although she did say you could see the chemicals in that ... the pink shadow is my addiction to pain killers !!! Most definitely the pain killers the doctors prescribe for my arthritis !!! and according to her there are too many of them !!!I also carry a lot of bacteria ... but not bad bacteria ... good bacteria ... but too much of that can also be bad for me ...oh and apparently I'm also pre-menopausal !!!
SO there you have it ... all that from just 1 pin prick of blood ... she said she would not 'treat me' for nutritional or weight issues although I had put down that that was one of the reasons I had gone to her, in fact she actually said that she was not even sure she could help me at all !!! (well at least she was being very honest with me) and she was not going to rip me off with prescribing things that would never work for me !!! In short I am depressed and I have to find a way to release this inner anger, find a way to release the stress and tension in my life, not hold it in and pretend all is OK !!! and once that was overcome I would naturally be happier then I would loose the weight and not need all her supplements !!! She also said for my Livers sake ... get rid of the pain killers ... easy for her to say when she's not the one who can't sleep some nights because of the pain in the hip !!!!
But I have to say what she said did take me totally by surprise ... I would never have said you could tell the type of personality a person had just by looking at a slide with their blood on it !!!
Interesting , very interesting !!!
A normal consult takes and hour ... I went there at 4pm and walked out at 6.30pm !!! Mmmmm I wonder if she's cheaper than a psychiatrist ???
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