I most definitely, 100%, positively think my 'frame of mind' (if I have one) is related to the weather !!!!
I've had a crap week this week - mentally, emotionally, everything-ally ??? and I can't explain why except for the fact that from the 1st March the weather has changed !!!! It has been much cooler (in fact bloody cold!!!) and I just don't seem to be able to get myself motivated or even remotely interested ... I feel like I'm just going thru the 'motions' ... the routines ... (oh wo is me) SO I figured if 'journaling' is supposed to help and as I can't be arsed to put pen to paper ... I'll blog it instead ... theoretically this is journaling ... isn't it? without the pretty papers, pictures and colour ... but I can change the colour of my words if I want.
I'll tell you my week and you let me know if there's another 'logical' explanation for it !!!
I mean nothing else has changed this week, Tuesday I still did my class with the kids ... and I threw a 'hissy' fit cos they stuffed up my already stuffed up chalks ???? But ... I then went home and moaned about the food mum had prepared (yes it has only taken me 6 months to get her there !!!!) and I stuffed it up cos I 'complained' that she makes her salad too chunky !!! I mean really it's salad Janet ... W.T.F. ....(she then said something to me... I said something back ... you know the routine ... we went to bed p'd off ... and still feeling the tension !!! )
Kelsey seems to be having even greater difficulty getting out of bed this week .... but then again so am I ... I mean suddenly 1st March hits and it's dark in the morning !!!! I'm sure last week it was light when I was getting up ... it doesn't help that since the beginning of this year I have been having difficulty sleeping ... a couple of hours here and there ... didn't seem to bother me as I've never been a great sleeper ... and I wasn't feeling tired or anything ... NOW all I want to do is sleep ... we were late this morning cos I turned over and went back to sleep ... can't blame poor Kelsey for that ... but we were late the rest of the week cos he wouldn't get out of his 'pit' ... I can't wait for tomorrow .... I intend to sleep ALL day (bet you the damned sun shines!!! LOL)
And then this morning when we did eventually manage to get ourselves out of the house ... thick mist, wet, damp, with the sky sitting on our heads ....
Monday's Aqua class was the first time since I started that I didn't enjoy it ... I left there feeling all miserable and down in the dumps !!! I was COLD !!! even though the sun was shining ... the water just wasn't warm enough BUT then Wednesday it was raining & misty, we did Aqua and it was lovely !!!! Go Figure !!!!
Kelsey was due to play Cricket yesterday ... we got there ... his team went into bat ... due to the weather they limited it to 15 overs ... our school never got to field ... it was rained/misted off ... the kids couldn't see the ball half the time .... !!!!
We have had continuous 'power' outs this week too ... Monday all day on and off ... last night for NO apparent reason ... power went out at 6pm ... dinner wasn't yet ready ... and I had a mum's meeting to go to ... so I took Kelsey & mum to a restaurant for dinner ... I had my meeting and then I joined them ... when we got home at 9pm the power was back on, and last nights dinner becomes tonight's !!! (well at least that's 1 less thing to 'stress' over)
So DR. based on this information & the 'tone' of the week ... diagnosis ???
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